Not sure if it has changed for the better but for now I'm on my own, independent and trying to figure out who I am again.
I have grown a lot in the past three years and now it is time that I use what Ive learnt to create my own life, the way I want it to be. It is difficult as I am not used to it but in the end I think I will be proud of myself of getting far.
I've started to accept who I am and also accept asking for help from other people. not always showing the fake and strong side of me to the outer world, maybe its time that people start seeing who I am.
I really hope that this coming year will help me become a stronger person. And maybe I might even become less hard on myself, as no one can be perfect. I am tired of trying to live up to something impossible.
I have a lot of lovely people around me both those with the smaller roles as the kind bike repairer that makes me smile or the more important ones as my friends and family, I think their support can motivate me to keep looking forward.
- THE LONGER YOU WAIT FOR THE FUTURE, THE SHORTER IT WILL BE/ Loesje
