woow that was deep

Hey, last month has been such a chaos, but I am really happy Im starting to get some friends since the silence is literally killing me sometimes. So be honest idk where the typical awesome student life is around here, I feel jealous when I see my old friends post pictures where they have fun with their new friends and seem to have such an awesome time. What did I do wrong not to experience that.

Why am I the one crying with a friend at dinner since we really feel we made a mistake in life. 

But I believe there is always a bright side to things, but missing old life is never going to disappear. Yesterday I failed my first exam and got two more to go, it feels unfair that working so hard for something often doesn't turn out as it should.

I bought my first pair of converse a few weeks ago, except they only gave temporary happiness and ill better hit the chocolate to increase my dopamine levels.