Prom fever

Aaargh next week thursday I have a prom at school and ill be going with my boyfriend. 

But what to dooo with my hair :OOO

 I know u guys think im crazy worrying about this but yeh, one thing, my hair is the most valued thing on my body and Im prepared to donate  kidney as long as my hair is fine... ok... thats dramatized a little.

Anyway as i wont go to a hairdresser i have to get my hair done my self. Ok so hints, my dress is greek godess inspired and dark blue, anyway i want a braid i want that sunbleached sand beach salty hair look. BUT my hair is short so the opportunities i came up with are now down to 2. :D

Soo I took a few selfies, yesyes so ill be able to look back on my masterpieces next week when i have to do my har properly for real, so here are just the practice ones. (btw i have never braided my hair before or styled it in any serious promishlike manner...)  and i learnt this from tutorials on youtube :S

A braid with 3

A braid with 2, easier 

 

Aand my head afterwards, the roots now hurt from putting boby pins. 

Okay now so I will probably do the second hairstyle for my prom as i think it looks nicer and chiller than the first one. And the 3rd picture i just thought looked cool, must have pressed the button before looking into the camera. Anyway I like the poofy ness and slight waves my hair got from the braids, so I might actually considering putting my hair like this on a daily bases :D

LAterrr now back to studying and gota buy dinner sooon :)

A new home

Last weekend has been crazy busy, I moved within 4 days, everything from going to ikea to building everything from carrying boxes and cleaning my old house. My mom came over from finland to help me as she had rented a car, otherwise im quite sure I would never have managed on my own.
And I LOVE my new place. Its a room of 16m2 which is big for a student room in leiden. Its in the city center close to the university library so I can study there until deep in the night, its in a cosy street next to a bar and a bike store also the food store is a 3min walk from here :O Aaand most important of all the sun shines straight into my room all day, its so light and bright its light therapy 24/7. Now ill get back to studying, exams in a month :O Laterrr....

Me working out :D

before :O

After

A bit dark picture but funny as my bf is lying under the bed :D

Made my eye pee a little

Title means: (my eyes got watery and might have made me cry a little) got it? Now go listen to this song so you understand what i I mean :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1oByfD1z4g

Oh and btw mrsuicidesheep is the best music creator/collector whatever on youtube so subscribe i havent heard a single bad song on his channel :D

UPDATE

eeeey!! Little update here on what has been going on recently, last week during eastern I went to Finland to meet my family and a few friends. I wont be in finland again until July so it felt good to catch up a little with friends. 

Last week ive been busy meeting my boyfriends family, lunch with his mother, bbq with his sisters and cousins and brother, now only have to meet his dad and visit his home. :)

Its been KINGSDAY!! at first ive been sad that i would miss vappu (drinking celebration of students) back in finland, but man kingsday is sooo much better, the whole country was upside down, festival in the city, armin van buuren, music, beer, and boats and LOTS of orange :D Had lots of fun but we decided to stay home in the evening as we felt sooo tired from the kingsnight (night before kingsday) which is also celebrated. I guess we felt we had partied enough :D 

KINGSDAY IN LEIDEN

HERPDERPS me and my sis IN THE CINEMA WATCHING THE MOVIE "THE BOOKTHIEF"

GOT MYSELF A KALEVALA RING IN FINLAND

LIFE

Recently my life has changed so much I feel my blog has fallen behind awfully and therefore lacked motivation to keep you updated. 

us

The reason to why im s busy is because someone special managed to steal my heart even if I promised myself to keep it to myself. Once it felt right it felt right and there was no return whatsoever :D We have now officially been together for more than a month ^^ And soon I will get to see his parents #seriousbusiness...

The other day we went to Hollands most famous amusement park for children and I think me and my bf were the most chidish people in the whole park. It was amazing though and havnt had so much fun since I moved to Holland.

Second of all I have found myself a new appartment and will recieve the keys in May, its just around the corner of my current place so moving wont be a drama. I will spam this blog with the pictures of it once I get to move in.

Also Im going to Finland by the end of the week!!! Time has been flying since new year so it feels so strange to allready see my friends and home town in a couple of days! :O Whaat..

Yesterday I went to my 1st festival it was on a beach and got free entrace because my cousin was playing as a DJ, once he had played his songs for 1½ hour we went home. Soooo coool though. Had so much fun with my cousins girlfriend which pretty much has become my friend and older sister ^^.

The Party tent, even the windows fell out :D

The party beach ^^

TickTickTick

It's been my birthday and I feel older than what I really am, so much has changed in a year and I was kicked into the grown up world, cooking, living on my own, laundry etc age crisis is hitting me hard :D. However I got soooo many nice presents, a water boiler, coffee machine, blender, a fondue set, tea cups you name it. :) And today i bought myself a late present, a jetset that I've wanted for so long. I have felt insecure as my wrists are quite small that it would look ridiculous on me, but fuck that I want it, i got it and now i have everything i want :)

Jetset addiciton Black and rose golf

A new start

I havn't been bothered to post anything lately, trust me I've had the time just that since new year so much has changed.
Not sure if it has changed for the better but for now I'm on my own, independent and trying to figure out who I am again.
I have grown a lot  in the past three years and now it is time that I use what Ive learnt to create my own life, the way I want it to be. It is difficult as I am not used to it but in the end I think I will be proud of myself of getting far.
I've started to accept who I am and also accept asking for help from other people. not always showing the fake and strong side of me to the outer world, maybe its time that people start seeing who I am.
I really hope that this coming year will help me become a stronger person. And maybe I might even become less hard on myself, as no one can be perfect. I am tired of trying to live up to something impossible.

I have a lot of lovely people around me both those with the smaller roles as the kind bike repairer that makes me smile or the more important ones as my friends and family, I think their support can motivate me to keep looking forward.

- THE LONGER YOU WAIT FOR THE FUTURE, THE SHORTER IT WILL BE/ Loesje