Stress doesn't kill you, its your reaction to it

I think many IB-students in the world can relate with "ohmygod im going to die", and that's quite exactly what rushes through my mind all the time while I'm gluing post its all over my room so wherever I look I will see the crap I can't remember and i really hope it can help me with memorizing. 

But the truth is we cant die, how strange wouldn't it be if we all just died while writing our exams, i really hope that won't happen. So I think I'm just going to be fine. So in case you just dropped down from the sky this is my last weekend to study before my finals start by the end of the week and im keeping my fingers crossed I will receive the diploma.

Anyway todays challenge is: 

6. Best compliment you've gotten vs. something not so nice someone has said of you

I think the best compliment I've heard must something extreme as "your imperfections makes you perfect", and I mean that's a quite deep paradox, what is it even supposed to mean? Anyway I think its quite funny, I know we all have imperfection but who would think that's whats makes us perfect. So does this mean you cant be perfect without being imperfect? Okay I'm lost...

So the worse compliment iv'e heard is something like, "oh you are an IB-Bitch you are so busy with ur self and u think u are better than everybody else"... I don't even know how to react to that "ain't nobody got time to think about oneself, bitch please". So yeah never ever ever judge anyone based on something as simple as what education they are in or whatever, that really doesn't mean you know me.

Oh and by the way if the answer to my ASL still isn't clear then its : 19, female, Finland... :P In case that helps with getting to know me.

HAPPY VS. SAD

5. Happiest memory vs.Saddest memory

Happiest memory: I must say I've had a crap load of good times during my life so far and I think the happiest memories must have been with my friends or with my BFs. I have 4 really awesome, which of three we have formed a group in which we call us the shamrocks... :D since they have four leaves and they always bring luck and happiness... or something, anyway that name was invented when we were 13 or something and it got stuck. The other awesome friend I have I've been friends with since I was seven, she is awesome in the way that even if i don't get to see her very often i know she is always there for me and whenever i see her its like we have never been away from each other. So the awesomeness memories range between a trip to Spain with my BF, or to Tallinn and to memories with the shamrocks of when we went to Norway for a whole week as a class trip, when one of my friends suddenly lost her eyebrow (i think she accidentally shaved it) and the other dropped her camera, even if these were sad happenings we sometimes look back at that day which was the "day straight from hell" and laugh our asses off at how miserable we were.. :D

Saddest memory: I think my saddest memory must be the time my grandpa passed away, I think many of us humans would associate their sad memories with the loss of a loved one. My grandpa suffered from cancer and after a long fight he eventually died at the age of around approx 60. Anyway he used to have a lot of pigeons and one day a baby pigeon was born he named it after me. After the death of my grandpa I had super hard time to sleep since i was afraid anytime another of my loved ones would pass away. Although now a few years later I can finally look back at our good times with my grandpa with a smile. 

A bit old pic of the shamrocks but from the road trip to Norway which brings me the best memories. Good old times, trust me there will be alooot more about these ladies Im just telling ya.

4. Best present received vs. worst present received

Soo today is one of those days the panic and stress starts kicking in... and i knew it would happen, i knew it and WHYYY didnt I realize it until now!

I have my final IB-exams starting next week Thursday and i've had a whole month time to read for those exams and why do I still feel as dumb as always -.- Its not fair, maybe I've just reached my maximum brain capacity... So I've more or less been reading like a maniac today and that's what I'll be doing the coming weekend, i apologize for the boringness that my life consist of. :P

The best present must maybe be a toaster I got from my parents last christmas... :D And does that sound wrong to you, I'll tell you its a ferrari red OBH-nordica toaster, and why is it so awesome? Well imagine I'll move out to my own apartment after the summer which is quite likely, can you imagine how I AM the one who already has a toaster, and they are quite expensive. But i just know that one day I feel alone in my own apartment I'll look at that toaster and think "damn I'm lucky i have a toaster", and it means everybody is going to be jumping over me in order to be my room mate because not everybody has a toaster at that point ;) (call me optimist.. :D) Anyway just have to mention the 40 roses i received from my BF on my birthday morning this year... Its quite a huge amount. 

Then to the worse present I have ever received  hmm lets say I asked for a BMW car for my birthday more or less as a joke. And yes i did get a BMW but hmm should i mention it was a toy car? All in all it was perfect BMW blue 5 series the door opened and closed except I cant fit in it and I didn't get any keys for it ... :( Hehe sense the sarcasm it was quite a funny present but cant think of anything else. :D

Back on track

So now once im back on track with the challenge again (oops i missed yesterdays one... :S)
Anyway todaaaayyy the question is "watjawanadoo when u were kiddooo and whatjawannadoo when ur abit less of a kiddoo" or something like that #3 anyway check the list i posted earlier.

Okay this one is easy when I was younger I was craaaazzeey about these fishes with big brains aka. dolphins.. I wanted to take care of dolphins.... o.O Yeah... as simple as that, feeding dolphins in an aquarium or something. Anyway that dream is crushed since I'm scared to death of anything swimminglike in water. However I find dolphins and sharks quite fascinating... :D
Anyway so what am I doing at the moment, well I'm aiming to study psychology or anthropology at a uni this autumn so that's what imma be doing sometime but nowww I got a summerjob at the MOOMINWORLD in finland... Kinda cool huh? I get to sell stuff in some shops all summer, anyway it's my first summer job ever so I'm not complaining :D

WUHUW IMMA DOLPHIN!

What a day

Phew, what a busy day I had yesterday studying watching iron man Ikea etc etc took me a while until I finally could crash on the sofa at home...
Sooooo I watched iron man 3 yesterday on the premiere day and Ill use three words to describe the movie: 1. mindblowing 2. fantastic 3.iwanttoseeitagain... :D I'm serious it was SICK! Marvel is sooo awesome at making movies, the details literally jump of the screen and its soo realistic and its a must watch in 3D. Almost shed a tear at the end, I wont spoil anything.... ;)

Soo I sort of didnt post yesterdays blog challenge oops... :D
An unflattering picture of me vs. a pretty picture of me...
The funny thing here is that both pictures were taken yesterday one in the morning on my way to the library and the other gotta love my dear friend messing up my hair in the library.... I really dont know what happened to my face there... :S

The difference is quite scary I barely recognize myself on the 1st one :D

LET THE BLOGGING GET SERIOUS

I happened to find this quite random blog challenge on one of my friends blog that I like to read, and who doesn't love challenges... And also it helps you to get to know me better, since it feels boring to do the typical ASL (age sex location) thing and tadaaaa you totally know me now... -.- not... :D

1. First Youtube-video you ever saw vs. Most recent Youtube-video you saw

2. A pretty picture of you vs an unflattering picture of you

3. What you wanted to be when you grow up and what you're doing now (e.g. summerjob)

4. Best present received vs. worst present received

5. Happiest memory vs. saddest memory

6. Best compliment you've gotten vs. something not so nice someone has said of you

7. Your favorite piece of clothing when you were younger vs. your favorite now

8. Last time you laughed so that your stomach hurt vs. last time you cried (and why)

9. List your 10 most played songs.

10. A celebrity you admire vs. a celebrity you hate!

So I'll be trying to complete this within 10 days, posting a challenge every day starting NAAOO.

1. My First youtube video I ever saw that I remember the clearest must have been these Happy three friends, and isnt that just a lovely way to be introduced to the internetzzz when your younger at around age of 10? Huh... yeah thanks alot. I must say it was traumatizing and especially the theme song causes night mares.

Hmm the latest Youtube video i saw must have been this gorgeous gay Joseph Birdsongs video:

I have no idea why but for some reason I fell instantly in love with this guy after a while, he is just so awkward and always manages to make me laugh, he is simply lovely. 

So all in all i dont think i have grown up in any way, i still like strange humor... :D

Sant Jordi

Argh, Im so overwhelmed at the moment. Today is Sant Jordi or you may call it Saint George's day, which in Catalonia mainly focuses on the legend of "saint George and the dragon" which is a story about him saving a princess through killing a dragon, and from the blood of that dragon a rose. This day can be seen as the Catalan "valentines day". The tradition is thus to give a rose to your loved ones. Soooo what happened to me today is that my Catalan boyfriend shows up with the hugest rose you can even imagine. Literally the size of your fist. And yeh how is it ever even possible to thank for a rose like that? I guess i have to run to the shop and buy some 400roses in return :D

Ohwell the emberassing part is i didn't know it was sant Jordi today, and he just shows up with a flower and my reaction "why do you have a flower?" and "what!? ur crazy!"... well that's how thankfull I am.... -.-' unbelivable... :D